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I blame capitalism for this now-and-then feeling i get, when only the thought of buying something seems to put you back in track. I tend to feel this less and less over the years, but when it comes, it annoys in the most disturbing way. Nothing seems to please you, even the thing that made you laugh minutes ago. It´s an urge that doesn´t seem to leave your surroundings. It´s an insect with an engine. This is where i´ve written 'seem' and similars the most.