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i'm not a good person. i am throwing away the purest love i've ever had. it´s not an easy love, but it's strong as hell. sometimes it bothers you and you wanna get away from it, but if you only look at it again every thing goes away. i really hope it is for the best, and i really hope she gets on fine with the rich rednecks. otherwise i will not forgive myself. i'm going after ease, i know. definitely i could be better than i am.