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sometimes even the littlest things have the power to make you happy for sometime. it can be writing in a blog, for example. i have this new blog now and even knowing it wont be anything it feels nice to update it. i dont know how long it will last but for now  it fits me nicely. however whats been keeping me fun currently is soccer. when i find a place with people to play with, its delightful. the next day is always hard but the feeling from the night before are worth a lot of pain or black eyes. and when you play well you feel like a pro. weird.