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sometimes it just itches me to be something im not, and couldnt ever have become, maybe for lack of talent, or maybe for lack of hard-work. i should have become a soccer player, or a basketball player, or a rock star, or a samba ninja, according to my dreams and projections. these things are not usually fair, and they break your back every time you remember where you are at the moment. this is not a complaint or anything like that, really, cause ive been sailing cool seas for some time now. hope it continues and hope i never bump into a bloody iceberg that ruins my foundations.