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i need patience. i need patience, i need patience. i need patience. i need patience. i need patience. writing this makes me feel more patient than before.

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yesterday i heard some shit about the bible, the signals of the end of the world, and gay prejudice implicit in the holy book. sodoma and gomorra apparently was an hedonistic gay place, and also apparently god, in the 'body' of an angel, went there and was hit on by gay men. so he decided to destroy the place, cause also apparently being gay is not the best thing to be.

so now i come to the conclusion that among signals of the end of the world is homossexuality, and i have to battle gay people so the world won't end. i guess i'll start destroying gay men. it will take some time i guess. this is not an ironic text. really. here are the conclusions i've come to after listening to people i like.

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i wish i could work wearing my cap. i cannot see a reason for not being able to wear the clothes i want to wear at work. it's such a trip to stupidland this rule, cause once you are inside the place, people already know you belong to that place and you work for that place. just remembering warm days makes me feel sad and pissed. i wish i could wear my shorts and my cap at work.

have you ever had an awful day? but by awful i mean a day nothing, absolutely nothing, works out? that's what happened yesterday. i guess it all happened cause sneakers were left in the wrong postion. i promise i'll never leave the sneakers the way i found them again.

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I'm so fucking sad cause i missed the strokes concert three weeks ago. I had planned to go to the venue and listen to them outside, but that turned out to be impossible. I dont think they wll come to our country again and even sadder is my thought that the band won´t last. Their first concert here was awesome, and i wasnt very close to the stage. It was surely better for the braves near the holy place.

Sometimes i wonder if i'm going the right way. Having to lie to people i like is not a good thing to do. I wish i could say all the things i want and earn more mpney. That's it: we do things for money. Nobody can say we don't. This damn thing rules the world and we have to kneel before it.

Been saving money to do something i wish i didnt have to. Instead i should pack and go see the world. But having no guts to do that is my motto.