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It´s been a month (and a week). The outcome is wonderful. Compared to broken flowers, dirty floors and 'lost' money, the joy brought is something we can´t measure. Just her presence lightens the day of all around her. It is exacltly what had been expected. And the expectations now are more than deserved. We were conquered.

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abarroar

Escrever sobre o que, hein? Semanas atrás uma mulher bateu no meu carro. Bom assunto esse para se chorar um pouco por aqui. Ia eu todo feliz trabalhar quando do nada uma louca joga o carro dela no meu. Mas se acontece nas melhores familias, por que nao aconteceria na minha? Não sou especial, né?

Apesar de não ter danificado muito meu carro, fez um estraguinho chato, daqueles que você olha pro carro e desanima de viver. Perdi até a vontade de lavar semanalmente o carro; queria vê-lo consertado primeiro. Isso, combinado com o frio que fez nessas semanas em SP, levou o carro a ostentar uma aparencia muito suja, e que se tornou motivo de chacota para o mesmo.

Enfim, hoje levei o carro para o conserto. A dignissima senhora que abarroou ( do verbo 'abarroar', criação do meu pai) meu carro decidiu finalmente que foi a culpada do acidente e resolveu fazer a coisa certa. O carro agora está lá na oficina e eu aqui, sem o unico meio de transporte decente dessa cidade.

guilt?

Just knowing i wont have to work tomorrow makes me feel relieved, even having under my chin several working hours yet today. Tomorrow will most certainly be a light day; if nothing shows up i wake up at eleven am. Having no responsibilities makes a man lighter than in a regular day, and all beside him too.

The one thing that can 'destroy' this fact is the cold weather we´ve been facing. It packs your courage to leave your house to do something and sends it up above where you won´t be able to reach it. Inside my house my fingers hurt, and outside, the wind burns you coldly and guiltlessly.

This may sound boring, but it helps to keep my mind where i want to keep it. I´m deeply sorry.

i wish i could.

I wish i could write like some people i know. It´s hard to have ideas, and when they show up, they fade away in seconds. This is not another depressive post; i just want to have a dynamic blog that entertain its readers. Some people write five, six posts a day, and i´ve been having trouble to write five posts a month. That´s definitely not good.

One idea is trying to make the blog more diverse, with other subjects. I know that a few subjects have total control of this place, and it may seem repetitive (and it is).

I promise i´ll do my best to make this place nicer than now. Pictures will be posted in moments of creativity lack. Even silly posts (for you guys) will be used as an excuse. Believe me. I´ll try to be more entertaining.

I know that all i wrote up there won´t happen.